Reminiscence as a little boy

I grew up as who i am today,a young man with many responsibilties to life and many commitments on earth.An innocent boy who grew up not knowing many things yet but try to act like one who knows.Sometimes chanting the many things in life and yet have to face with it in the end.Life is yours,its up to you how you want it to be and be responsible for it.That's the sentence always played to me whenever i did something wrong or comes to making life decisions.No doubt my parents are the most influential people in my life but i guess i am still learning how i can be influenced by God more than them.But again it can be God who is influencing me through them.Never grew up without God leading me since i was brought into this world,a world full of worries and violences.A world that will never satisfies and be satisfied.
Life can never be boring,in fact it is so exciting.I always imagine life as a drama stage where there are many actors and actresses on it playing different roles and coming out at different time.Each and everyone of them have their script to follow and also dialogue to say.And normally before the real presentation of the drama,all the people on stage and behind stage have to work together and practise for thousand of times depends on the quality they would want to put up.All these actually represents the typical or mundane things that we have to go through in our life,many studies till you get a degree,get a partner and followed by marriage then have a wonderful family with kids followed by bringing up the kids.....etc.I guess these are what we have to do whether you like it or not of course you can choose not to get a partner.Then when comes to a play,there will always be a scriptwriter and director for the play.Without them there will not be any ideas fo having this play involving so many people to be on stage.In this case,God is always the director and scriptwriter for me.I feel as though my life has been written out in a script and i am called to be the main character in the play in my own life.Whether or not i will be someone who is very famous or popular is fated and everything will just go according to what it have been planned.Many people are arguing that this is absotulutely wrong but i do agree.They argued that humans do always have the right to make decision for themselves and that is true but somehow our God is a sovereign God who is reigning over us.Anything that happens are from our decisions but it is God who makes us make that decisions in order for His plan to be carried out.That happens also on stage when sometimes some of the actors or actresses do not like what they are called to do or say and they want to do it their way,they will be stopped by the director to redo and take that particular scene again till he satisfies.He is always the one who controls and execute what's in His plan for us.He may wants us to go through some embarrassing moments where we have to endure and also difficult moments in life.People that we meet in life can be from all walks of life as we enlarge our circles of acquiantances.People who are honest and scrupulous simultaneosuly,generous as how people know him or her but stingy,people who are serious about life but also those who are wasting away everyday of thier lives........and many many more.All these are people who wear masks on the stage,they don't have to be responsible on what they do because they are not identified and they can achieve what they want faster by disguising as another person.These are all which made up the ups and downs in life i guess.
I always like this saying,live life as though its a miracle to you everyday.It is indeed a miracle from God who gives you breath every morning when you wake up from your bed.He could have just take it away your breath just before you manage to get up but He didn't and that's for sure for a reason He will reveal to you as you seek Him more.Live your life well everyday as if today will be the last day for you and make sure you have no regrets for it.